nah contrary to the topic...I aint gonna whine no more.
no point la... if u read my past few entries is all abt my 2 profs...grrr haha
To the extent that i am immune already...the latest...
" friend, I tell you honestly you are borderline case now"
"I can flip a coin...you can easily fail."

haha oh ya i am not suppose to whine...
I wished I was in Stanford uni or Cornell for that matter... The professors there have no airs...completely helpful and really go the extra mile to help me...wheras my own prof....
" this is fyp if we help you we might as well do ourself. FYP is training you to be independent"


special thanks here to eric smith of cornell. *tribute*
he went really out of his way. touched.


seriously.

looking back at my fyp...i can only sigh. wrong choice..
haha lesson learnt. First never get a project with 2 supervisors...

I was thinking about my project and put yourself in my shoes....
the profs meet you for the first time dump you with their 2 research papers...and everything else is all up to u..u meet them once a week to update them and receive a nice screw. then u feel hurt and u feel the world is turning against u...then u promise urself to stand up on ur two feet and try even harder...
However the blow up ur arse each week is getting deeper n deeper. nothing else changes.
routine===>>> do resaerch, update prof, screw, sob, try harder===> same thing again.

but i guess i am good at being on the receiving end. there are pple with far greater troubles than me...I shld be thankful already. my trroubles are only a molehill compared to their mountains...

but my deepest fears are really abt passing my fyp...i already know my honours is going to be affected by two idiots. but nvm i shall be strong...I have my dearest baby who stands by me all the time. encourages me and consoles me...thats all i need. of cos my dearest frens around me who rally around me and encourage me to burn their office and all i appreciate it. I thank God for having such pals. love u all.

*persevere*