Alas. A word we used to read about in story books or essays in our Primary school days.. Its meant as an expression like " Wah Lau" ...or smth liddat la...but alas....sian....Its jus so near..the exams are more than jus around the corner...I can practically sniff it already.

This time round...I feel very unprepared. Its not like I slacked the entire semester ..i recalled studying in the first week of sch...and then the cny break...and then some mj sesions and the silly design project that cant seem to get out of my head till now...I dunno. everythign seems so fast. Its like oh... 1 months time i will be boarding the plane to Newark....how? how did everyhting came and went just like that?

Well i can forsee a mad week ahead. I will be studying i hope. I really needa get in the mood... wiht only 5 papers i be sitting for this time. there be no room for errors....I dun wanna check my results in the US and realise how badly i did... it would kill my mood...but how!!! sigh.

Words and feelings of desperation come and fill my emotions aldy... i may seem fine. but i am like a egg on the inside. haha. damn. I dunno . Lets just see how it goes shall we.